Frustrated is My Name!

Ever have a feeling that you are not in controll? I some times get the Christmas blahs. But the Christmas frustration is a bit new. First I can't find my gift for the gift exchange next week at the guild meeting. I've looked every where I can think of. My husband said he would help me look but he's in his own little world. I put the gift away when we cleaned the house so it couldn't have gone far could it?

I told my mother I wouldn't help her finish her Christmas knitting this year. Today she tells me she has a favor she needed to ask me. She told me you knew it was coming. I was hoping it wouldn't happen. I'm avoiding it and hoping she finishes her project. I even helped her do some tinking this afternoon.

I either took all my medication or I over medicated myself. I can't remember. I called for a refill and the doctor has to be contacted. Oh, joy, she's not in the office until Saturday.

Last night my bank account was overdrawn. I had my husband take me to the ATM machine so I could deposit some money. He drove right past the place. I don't know where his mind was. I deposited the money and was given a balance of $2.29. Today I had a balance of $17. What the heck is going on.

Then we have some things on order that haven't come in. I called the company last week to reorder and was told we would have it in a few days. Either some one is playing with us or a mail person is responsible.

Oh, yeah, I forgot last Thursday I used my Paypal debit card to pay for my breakfast at McDonalds. When I went to the post office after knitting the card was no where to be found. I have a sinking feeling that I left it on the tray. A friend took my tray from me to dispose of my garbage. I cancelled the card when I got home. I had to write a check because I didn't have my bank card with me.

Why can I remember all this stuff but can't resolve anything. I have a feeling something is wrong but I can't do anything about it. I'm so frustrated.